Kind of Friends!12:00 AM
I don't make any real friends any more. you know those 'forever friends'? the ones you confide in and make promises to be there for each-other no matter what? you know the ones you make in school/college. in my life, everyone is a 'kind-of-friend'. and I don't think that would ever change.
to be close friends you either need common interests or close proximity. and even when those two requirements are fulfilled, there is also lack of patience (on my part) and sometimes lack of interest and/or manners (on others' part). as I grow older I have little tolerance for non-sensical drama and inappropriate behavior. and then I have one-too-many things I don't like about people in general. my logic is that if spending time by myself is more satisfying than being in someone's company then why even bother?
over the last couple of years I have spent a lot of time discovering who I really am. inside. and the more I learn about myself the less I like other people. how weird is that? I wish I knew why ... but for now I am my only friend.